I'm going to estimate that for approximately a year I've been trying to rid myself of the emotions that intentionally bring attention upon myslef. Wheter these emoitions are simply displaying my emotions of a recent event that is populoar amongst the majority, I'm honestly making an attempt to hopefully make a change to those within my family who I feel may require a reconstruction of their emotinal needs. Obviously this ideal sounds pretentious, but I feel I need a change to make the change which I feel most Americans need. Updates will come eventually... including one that involves the mid-term elections. As youn can guess, sobriety is not trait I'm expieriancing at them moment.